Tuesday, January 1, 2008
tired tired holiday
alot thing to do n handle
haiz
alot of thing oso happen too that y i nvr blog so often le
but if u are reading this
ty alot for bothering to read my blog
2dae
2th of jan me nvr slp at all
most jialat event of the whole holiday
24hr nvr slp le
haiz
2molo gtg study grp finish project
muz go coz dun wanna burden the whole class
aniwa,sthm nice happen todae too
harjit n me went see movie
ALL HAIL WILL SMITH!!!!
the show I AM LEGEND bloody hell nice
his acting is like WTF!!!!
damn~!
i dun think u can find anione else tat can adapt to so mani diff roles in acting
frm Wlid wlid west de cowboy heee harrr~
to pursuit of happiness de all rnded dady
to nw I am LEgend de onli man alive
DAMN!!!! he is gd,dun beliebe?GO see for urself~
haiz me n my gf de things i thoguht settle le
but nw problems etc are starting to float back up again
my torlerence is going thin
my heart can no longer feel as much
n my eyes cannot cry anithink but tears
prepare for the worse ba.....
*tired
body is nth the worse part
tired
of life is oso nth
tired
mentally n emotionally
is sthm which killed me...
*
FRopi~ @
9:48 PM |
Sunday, December 9, 2007
woooooot~
long long nvr block le loL~
HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY~WEEKEND~
woooooooooooooooooo~
lol
ok~
in tis week total gt 3 pple treat me to movies
lol~
so happy
ok heres the review
1.
HITMAN!
knn action packed lar~
lol shoot shoot here
piang piang there~
lol the male actor damn nice cool n handsome
juz that he walk like a robot without his hand swinging
but hor~
the female actor to me is....
WHEET WHEET~
lol then she almost naked throughout the wholeshow if nt will be in skimpy dressing lar reavealing here n there lol~
love that tatoo on her face~
*ps.her chest and buut fail for my standard LOL but she is chio de^^*
2.
Golden compass
hmmm dun reali like this show though
cute n funny at times but kinda slw moving etc
alot of computer graphic but ok lar haha
will have part 2 i think
3.
30 DAYS OF NITES!!!!!!!!!
KNN this show IS BLOODY N VIOLENCE DE LOR~
but is DAMN NICE TOO
i mean nt the bllood etc lar
but the way they plot the thing n the timing they have
will caTCH u off guard frequent n do things u dun expected
LOL
NICE SHOW~!*at least to me n harjit*
maybe a part 2!!!
hehehehe
ok now for the YA ZHOU HAO XI!!!
went out to celebrate JK n VERONA de BDAE~!
weeee had so much fun n busy playin n entertaining all pple
lol
ate hong kong cafe
ended up LAO SAI haha
think coz the beef nvr cook well enough
kinda raw lol~n i still thought was suppose to be like tat end up making pple kip wait for me as i go "bomb OSAMA"~
lol~
aniway jane was damn high lar i duno why but think she can fight with me le
lol nxt time we can open a clan le hor JANE
lol~
we TOOK alot of PICTRUES!
damn~!
1st time took so mani pictures especially with pple asking me to take with them
*sobsob so honoured n happy^^*
n that actually when on the way home was TIRED!
OMG!!!!
hahah SO HAPPY!
lets HAVOC MORE NEXT TIME K!
lol:P
*jY...~POSE!!!.....LAMBO~! haha*
okok me going slp le lol tired~
2molo going find my gf^^
happy happy things going a bit better after salvaging
tk kr all!!!
*PS*
PPLE SEND ME THE PICS WE TOOK BY EMAIL OK!!!!
OR MSN I WANNA KIP THEM IN OUR FOLDER LOL~
i wanana upload into frendster too hehe ty~
FRopi~ @
2:27 AM |
Thursday, November 29, 2007
hmmm
ok late nite to blog again
yesterdae quarrel wif my gf
dao we almost break up...
yet i put dwn my pride n went back to explain all n hope to savage the relationship
we tok reali long
we discuess reali long
while cryin non stop
haiz
she say she wanan try n change
n she is determine
i duno if she can make it
but nt believeing she can i feel bad
so i believe it 1 last time
she say i am impt etc
n i hope she prove it to me this time
but most impt is if she cannot change etc it is gona harm her for the rest of her life,leaving her with regret etc...
most impt she wun be able to survive...
today went to sch reali earli
end up not much pple was arnd in fact teacher only come after half an hour lata
i tried to be happy n as normal as i can infront of my frends
not becoz i wanna fake juz that i feel dun becoz of me n affect dao others
did quite a gd job covering up but i kept eating
to stuff myself...
haiz...
we juz agreeed upon a "cool dwn" for 2 weeks
to me a cool dwn is = to break up cause like no diff de
haiz
1 head better then 2 but she wanna do it alone...
so i am ok with it...
i am going to cut all contacts with pple arnd for this 2 week
cannot stop crying...reali cannot...haiz
i am afraid of the result or what might happen in between
but i knw i muz let her do tis..
if our relationship etc cannot make it through tis 2 week
it juz means what we fought for n did meant nth...
duno hw long mre i can tahan but i still believe 1 last time
n i am going to give it my 1 last shot
i believe that we can make it
but if we fail...
at least....
i have no regret upon...
FRopi~ @
12:28 AM |
Sunday, November 25, 2007
okok
late nite again
i am typing my blog
hmmm
emo again ba lol
or maybe too long nvr blog
or even maybe becoz i cannot find some1 to tok
haiz juz went to my gf de frendster read n look arnd
same as owaes...
juz that she change her profile thing
n some names for some pics
now a days she tell me she veri tired lar
veri fark up
veri sian
alot of thing...
i duno what to do le
coz i ask my own consicous that i did everything i can to help her
in fact all her problem i take frm her n become mind while she 1 duno she push all responsibilities away...
haiz...
some1 tell me what to do?
FRopi~ @
2:15 AM |
Sunday, November 18, 2007
ok
nw i am kinda...
emo...
in fact
crying...hai
reali duno wat to do
so nt sure
...so nt definate...
so nt secure...
who says guy dun nid to feel secure?
secure comes frm trustif u dun let me have ani trust in you hw am i suppose to feel secure??i reali duno wat else to do...wat else to think...
wat else to expresswat else to
savage tis relationshipall u knw is a word
"duno"and u
push everything awayu
run away frm all responsiblitiesu
leave me alone to face all the problems and responsibilitesforever is
other ppleyou
keep all promises to othersyou
will be there for them when they nid utheir
problem u forever wun dunoyou
forever wun leave ur so call best frend n gan siblings aloneu
think for them but nt for u nt for me n nt for our futureand
i am the 1 owaes end up that have to clean up ur shityans meydun ans medunodun ans medoes
my tears still mean sthm to you?does
my pain make u feel sad too?what
i do then u will start to do what i need you to do?what
should i do???it
does nt matter coz i always end up in a quarrel?always end up 1 of us walk off?even when we came up with a agreementafter awhile mre you will break everything againn
everything restart over n over n over again...i
knw u are my other halfi
knw cleaning up ur shitbearing with you is sthm that i muz do n learn to doshare your burdens n woes when u dunoand let you have your freedombut you are getting too
li bueverything stuff to me think n settle while u juz run awaymaking the same mistake again n again n hurting me like the cycle of day and nitemake all the mistake for me to think of a solution while u dun follow neither of itworse of all u make me lose total trust in youall u do is u duno hw to make me trust u n say i dun trust you etcand keep doing things for me to lose my trust in you..?i told u what to do lei
told u hw to help mei
told u i need youi
told u i love you...but y once and again you leave me behind with all the troubles and woestogether with the new n old painscaring my heart n soul again n againi am
afraid that i might drift offi am
afraid that we might lose each otheri am
afradi that 1 day i will nt be able to bear the pain again and leavei am
afraid that the future which i am so sure of will be gonei am
afraid of the day when i lose you,i lose everything,i lose myself together in it.....*wo bu shi bu pei
yin wei wo zhi dao wo zai nu li de wan jiu
lian ai da ren ye hui you si hun luo bo de shi hou
tian ren ye you han lei de yi tian*
ni yao jiu wo ma?ni hui jiu wo ma?ni ken jiu wo ma?
FRopi~ @
4:58 PM |
Friday, November 16, 2007
okok self declare holiday for thurseday n friday lol
mean me haiz
but hor i veri touch lar
WINNIE VERONA JASS & MELVIN~
ty your so much...
my com got so mani problem and i never really help out in the project yet your still willing to let me share the glory...
reali ty alot...
i promise the nxt time round i am going to chiong wif your ok??
*LoVe YoUr LOttS*
(including the rest of our gang of course*wink wink* especially JK LOL~)
and RX u better dun copy me keep dun go school wor hOR!
lol
hmmm last wednesday & thursday was my gf de bdae n our aninversary lol
NO $ cannot celebrate
so i thought of some ways to surprise her etc in a NO NID $ way lor
simple de lar not fancyful
coz we have been quarreling alot then that nite i juz taut under her hse n wait till 12 am,
bought 2 piece of her fav cake with my remaining ASSESTS in my wallet n b the 1st 1 to celebrate with her
tats all lol kinda lame la i find haiz coz she dun have much effect leh
maybe becoz we have been quarrreling be4 tat day and that she is sick ba
*sadded*
hmm
1 happy thing is that our class de debate team win n went into semi final le woooo~lol
so happy...that my points which i gave jy n teacher in the later part helped~lol
reali wanna help them mre lol coz actually i like debating
just that my english not gd so i rather give it up...
but i hope my points can be shared with them n aid them win~
lol say till me like so big like tat sorI~
aniway PPLE JIA YOU~!!!!
*me found out dog + rabbit still can bark de neh lol*
kk thats all for todade~
sayo
*dun try to take back what you say when u say it
juz shhhhh~ and watch it*
FRopi~ @
3:31 PM |
Tuesday, November 13, 2007
ok~
i nw blogging some things
lol
feel like follow law...
SHOOT HERE SHOOT THERE
lets start MR SMARTYPANT(s)
Ok,this is what 1 of the siao a say de...
*this idiot said thing never used brain as in think before spilt out .. I REALLY NEVER OPEN BOOK FUCKER .. a person who never open book and get shoot by this idioit u know how is the feeling ma .. pls hor .. next time wake up your idea before u speak idiot .*
hmm,if u REALLY NEVER OPEN BOOK then for what bark so much leh?i oso nvr say YOU OPEN BOOK!!!~I gt SAY MEH I RELLY NEVER SAY YOU OPEN BOOK ******..you knw a person if nvr say sthm n u say he/she say sthm u knw hw tat person feel?..plz hor...wake up ur idea le then come wake my idea k??
*of course we and i know how well i did or we did .. hey fucker .. nth to said next time dun type so long pls .. save your energy for other used than shooting ppl ..*
hmmm pple,do u think this line is kinda nth to say but wanna DIE DIE say sthm?*shrugs*so i kinda messy, now is this what we say nth say n wasting energy to shoot some1?? *shrugs*
*like wat u said u dun bother so much .. wat for type so much .. water and fire cant match for sure .. but u fire we are water = u lose ? LOL .. making me laugh .*
LOL who say fire lose water? your family nvr cook water de ar?then hw u get your drinkable water frm?rain??tolietbowl??....OH i forget gt tis thing call ICE MOUTAIN~ lol...
*PS* DID u forget when water meet water become vapour?u gt learn science?i think i am laughing le lol,whose making me laugh???think is you ba~lol
*idiot u know smile is a reply = hello ? u got take retail course u dunno omg .. faint waste your whole year .. pls lah must he go infront of jy said hello jy .. than it sound friendly ?*
lol i knw a smile is a reply of hello,but HELLO~this is nt retailing you knw?JY is not selling his smile you knw???u knw MAI SIAO???he is nt buying thing frm JY u knw??NT RETAILING leh~you sure u knw what is the meaning of retailing?lol
aniway,do you knw that a smile n walk off is oso = FU YAN??
lol...dun need go to someone infront to say hello but i think everyone's mother also should have teach their child to reply when some1 is talking to you??
*haha .. dun make me laugh at 11 pm + when u all treat us the same from day 1 or week 1 .. not at all .. kick mei mei and benny out .. pls lah .. who next faster said at least we can save tat person ..*
LOL did we kick them out or the group anot??did we ask them to get lost???it seems like they left on their own de wor~and that hor we treat your the same from day 1 or week 1???what talkin you sia~ i dun understand lor lol.....
but i knw that from the 1st week i (we) nvr ever trreat your in a diff manner lor,in fact i am close n out-going with everyone ty~ try to use ur brain??it seems like some pple ownself think they dun belong with us and went 1 side to form their own group then y nw barking saying pple treat them in a diff manner?
You wanna save some1??i dun even think you can save urself le still wanna save some1?lol
*haha .. ai mai ai mai .. but problem is did we ever talk to u all ?*
you knw how to say this hor??so nw is who treating who in a diff manner?lol...
*rotten apple can become diamond pls .. is u all want to study or not .. not said we are study hard k .. and dun ever aim 4 pointer eat book etc .. pls hard work always pay off .. see if u want to give up all your hobby etc to work hard or not hor ..*
and dun ever aim 4 pointer eat book etc--- this thing i dun remember sayin wor so dun stuff thing into my mouth plz...
frankly sayin i duno why u are typing tis,again showing you nth to type n wanna type...dotz...i am using as a metaphor,DO U UNDERSTAND????
dotz~
*RESPECT .. dun infront of me talk about RESPECT .. for me i only believe if u RESPECT ppl they will return back to u .. u dun have to show that out and no need to ask for it .. seems tat u want some RESPECT .. haha .. do it first .. before u said ..*
lol icic yuan lai dun nid tok respect infront of you...ohhh~ and that dun nid to show nor ask for it wor??LOL
so you wan me to show respect then you will give back respect??then y not the other way round u show me respect then i show u mine??LOL
THen HOR wat izzit that i muz do get what u assume tat i wan,respect, LEH???
i nt showing it nor asking for RESPECT leh???
Hw ar????
*two head snake .. who ? u ? your group ? haha .. go think who start all this first .. dun said duo yi shi bu ru shao yi shi ..humm if u all want fight for result .. let see final year gpa .. will u all did better than us .. dun just said said and go .. prove me wrong ..pls lah .. dun assume everything .. u got attend BCM lesson ma .. teacher said .. cool down before reply .. did u idiot ? no right ? haha too bad .. write out mean out le .. me is just reply wat u said .. so take down all my pointer idiot ..*
lol i did not assume everything wor,and that hor i nvr say you nor ani1 2 headed snake wor,did u read carefully?lol~
and hor who started this thing??me juz bloogging my stuff on my blog u come my blog read n u go ur blog n say stuff abt wat my blog blog u still dare say is i make de trouble??i blog for my FRENDS to see leh,if u dun like or u dun CONSIDER me as a frend why come n read n give comment????lol
LASTLY,i did nt attend BCM as often as some1 assume he does but~!it seems like i am am cool when i am REPLYING an typing,coz did you see anithink as vulgar as in ur blog??go count hw mani IDIOT and FARKER ETC you have in your blog...*(I HIGHLIGHTED IN PURPLE)***(i think arnd 7 MR BCM COOLDWNpants)
HAVE U BEEN TO BCM LESSON LIKE U SAID U DID??
oooo~maybe these pointers are for u??LOL
my result gd bad,is nt up to you as u say,is juz for myself,lol so for wat i muz prove to u???siao ar???lol
ok i blog FINISH LE~
BYE~
*feel free to comment,but i will be commenting back LOL,n plz,if u dun like or wanna read,juz go off?lol*
FRopi~ @
8:31 PM |