Friday, October 5, 2007
haiz
ok 1st of all
1 day after interview le
they haven call
pray hard they call me ASAP
coz i reali need the job and the money
2nd
todae play basketball kena "CHOP" ar
haiz
duno why we play until like shit like that
wrong pass
wrong timing
no attidude
NTH
was juz like a mitten ball in the paws of the tigers
sway and turn as they wish we will
damn
3rd
i duno why
but now a days i get beri pissed of by guys that contact my gf
i knw it sounds reali posseive but i juz cannot remove the thought of her that time lieing to me and almost went astray...
haiz
the way she tok wif other guys
to my voice is so provoking
she look so happy
she look sound as if they are veri close
she sound like the way she tok to me
i beri xin ku ar
i am tryin nt to but the thought of her going astray juz burn my heart
i thought that by not contacting other gers i will be able to stop her frm doing it vice versa
but i guess the case is that it dun wrk at all
haiz
i kip noticing gt diff guy n unknwn no. appear so i tell myself dun think so much
but end up mostly are guy
then when i ask her where all this no. come frm she owaes tell me
"ah,they my primary schmate la"
"ah,they my secondary sch mate la"
"ah they my gan this and that la"
haiz i duno izzit true anot
but i thing i knw for sure is that even it is true
why would they all flood back 1 shot to find u?
n try to get close to u?
call u everydae etc?
i reali duno what to do
everytime i ask her what she wan
but she tell me nt
but end up she wan this and that
i reali duno what to do le haiz
i reali wanna knw what you wan me to do then you will be happy
i wanna knw what can i do and i will stop feeling this way
i wanna knw how long must i cry
i wanna knw how long be4 you will listen to me n believe me
i goin mad soon le
Joon Kock,if you are reading this
this is 1 of the reason why i dun wan
haiz
to her is nth
is always what she thinks
until it happen le
until we quarrel le
then she will knw what i say is true
FRopi~ @
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